Ew

School is no longer making me happy and I don't know how to rectify that, or if I will ever be able to. I don't care to actually learn anything in most of my classes, I simply memorize information and regurgitate it back out only to forget it immediately after. It is becoming increasingly more difficult for me to see the big picture when it comes to my life. The closer I get to becoming a "grown up" the more confused I feel regarding what I want out of life, and the space between what I think I want and what people want for me is expanding rapidly. I wish I could be young and stupid forever, I guess that is the beauty of this town, you never really have to grow up. No one else here does, so why should I?